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When granddaughter, Jada, was born with leukemia, a donor-match was located and Jada made a miraculous recovery. In honor of her grandaughter's health, Jeanna has decided to walk across the country (in the dead of winter) to raise awareness and build support for the bone marrow registry (all that's required is a cheek swab). Follow Jeanna's remarkable journey as she travels the United States by foot.

I'd like to introduce a new site!

It's called GlitterVeins Socialite.

It's one of the very first social networking sites exclusively intended for those with eating disorders. You can check it out at http://www.social.glitterveins.com

You can upload photos, files, create video albums, comment on each other's walls, keep a blog, create and join groups, and much much more!

But best of all, you can connect with others who have eating disorders with the fear of your account being deleted, like on myspace and facebook.

Thanks. We look forward to seeing you.

down to 130
goal is 115.... soo not close, but getting there =]
well actually.... only 15 pounds

Down to 119
somehow!
Gw: 115.

Hey guys so today was okay i guess. after dropping 3 pounds overnight and getting back to my regular weight of 112 i was happy but was making sure that i didn't gain it back. so I didn't so far i weighed myself at night and i'm 113 and this morning i was 112. i'm hoping i'm 111 tomorrow but we'll see atleast i'm not 115 like the other night . so today I ate

Breakfast: 1 banana, vitamin water (from all the nutrients i lost last night with the laxatives)
Lunch: 2 ice coffees, 4 forkful pieces of grilled chicken
Dinner: 1/8 rice ball, steamed broccoli and couliflour, very tiny piece of meatloaf

done eating at 6:30pm not the best day but i'm sure it was under 800 cals i think. if anyone knows how much please tell me lol. anyway I want to be 105 by christmas but right now i just want to get below 110. goal is 109 by this saturday for my holiday cousins party. hope all of you are well. think thin xo... oh yes and also has anyone ever heard of the RENFREW center foundation. well apparently i'm starting the outpatient 3 nights of week when i get home from my trip to florida over xmas break. Please let me know if anyone has heard of it and if anyone wants to message me anything about it that would be amazing. I'm so nervous. xoxo

hey everyone,my name's Bethany im new, ive been in a couple different communities like this, but they all got really condemning, and turned into just weight loss communities for ordinary people... i really hope this one isnt like that, because i dont need that... lol i really dont.

so yeah, my name's Bethany, im 19... about to be 20 in january...

my stats...

h:5'3"
weight:133
lw:120
hw:160
gw:105
ugw:(ill decide when i get there^

went over the 500 limit, by round about 100cal.
i guess.
nothing all day.
then i had sun chips <110>
&then a taquito from 7-11 <280>
&8oz of livewire mtn. dew, <65>
455
woah.
just under.
congrats to you chaela.
Ahh, we're going ahead with the surgery for my knee, (w00t)

taste_buds
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i have basically been binging three nights straight and I am up 2 pounds so i'm the biggest fatass ever and i hate myself and my whole day was ruined today the second i woke up and saw that scale. i worked so hard to lose this weight and i am in total up 4 pounds from my 15 pound weight loss.. this is a nightmare so basically i started off fasting then i had to take my geodon with food so i had a glass of skim milk. then i took 2 ex lax and 2 laxative tea bags. i took 1 lax tea bag at 12 and 1 lax tea bag at 6. Lets just say this day sucks i want this food all out and i know laxatives are temporary water weight loss and such but im telling you i havent done them in so long and i just really needed a way to get this food out and i don't purge. Do you guys use laxatives and lax tea? did i take too much today? willl i lose any weight from this. I also ate a tuna and cheese sandwich and a cookie after the first round of laxatives kicked in so i totally defeated the purpose. i got out of dinner by telling my mom i ate already even though she didn't buy it. i'll probably be in an out of the bathroom (sorry to be gross) for the rest of the night so tomorrow it will be okay. done eating at 5pm not touching anything else. I have to be down atleast a pound this is a nightmare. i hate laxatives. how are you all? xo

The parents made me eat dinner tonight, so I'm about to purge. That musta been like 800 calories.
With the holidays coming up, I'm guessing I'll be up in the 900-1000cals, if I'm honest to myself. With the help of purging, and the laxatives I'm planning on buying it should be okay.
I saved a few week old kitten today, and we took it to the vet and they checked it for diseases or problems and all looks well so. I have a new kitten(:

Sorry I haven't been here for a while!! I ate like crazy last week during finals.. :( And I'm home now! So, bad news is that I probably gained weight, and weekends will be hard to avoid food.. good news is I can continue ABC where I left off. :) Plus gym membership! All I have to do is get my id from them and I'm all set!!

I love you all!

I gained 4 pounds, HOW IN THE HELL
so I learned how to purge, fast
I'm definately going to use this strep throat to my advantange
ughh. This is horrible

Well I came down with strep throat, which is good considering I have an excuse to eat nothing for a couple of days. I should loose some pounds, I'm vback up to 120
-__-
I'm going back to sleep, I feel horrible

Wednesday we got snowed in so I was around my parents all day and I ended up having 3000 calories. They think that I had 2000 yesterday but I really had 407. I'm back up to 130 last time I checked on thursday morning. I feel like a failure. But I took a few laxatives yesterday and I took some diet pills too.

skipped breakfast&lunch
i caved and had a mini pizza for dinner.
480 cal
-.-
SO
i went swimming, i swam three miles.
I got out, and i couldn't walk. I tried to put weight on it and i fell sideways into the pool i was swimming at. I fell on my head, passed out, breathed in water, Life guards did their job, went in an ambulance
Got the the e.r. place thing, told them i wanted to leave, got discharged and left.
i'm down to 119lbs as of today, this afternoon, before all of this happened.
Bad day,

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does anyone remember that website where you upload your pic and then they email u an edited one of what you will look like after loosing or gaining x amount of weight?

I remember someone in ana boot camp told me about it but unfortunatly we have lost that page
:(

I need to push myself more, find better ways to lie. Today-
My friend Lukas who knows i under eat, is pushing waay hard for me to have a healthy lunch, so i do. But then i go to the bathroom and purge it all. He knows this now too. So he doesn't let me go. I've got no idea what to do, i have to eat dinner at home... because my parents watch me so closely, this is so hard.
i gained a pound yesterday.
I fail.